i find difficulty describing myself, but i'll do my best anyways.

i go by a lot of names, but for sake of simplicity (and if this is your first time meeting me) you can call me ganymede or... whatever else you can come up with. i am the curator, caretaker, webmaster, and owner of this little chunk of the internet. i use she/he pronouns mostly, although i have neos i also use! this is a pretty simple website but i think the simplicity is charming and relaxing.

i am a former shut-in highschooler who loves various media. that's about it. i want to major in veterinary science, art education, or art history. i love studying marine and tropical animals, although all fauna interest me. i'm a hopeless romantic and stupidly in love with my amazing boyfriend. i'm based in the united states and hate the accent i've obtained from my life here. i don't know how others would describe me, nor do i really know how to describe myself. i see myself as very clumsy, nerdy, childish yet mature, and anxious. uh... that's about it.

i have been on the internet for as long as i can remember, and i've been on neocities since 2021. the internet has affected me both positively and negatively. i'm not good with people, but the internet makes it a bit easier for me, which i appreciate every single day. i try to not think too hard on how my site should look (curse you mainstream internet and ocd for making me think everything has to look cohesive). this is mostly just a personal archive hobby project.

i made this site in hopes of preserving a piece of me after i pass. never dying and never forgotten in a way! i hope you all cherish it as much as i do.

fav video games

arknights, pokemon, honkai star rail, project sekai, muse dash, punishing: gray raven, va-11 hall-a, bandori, d4dj, holocure: save the fans, persona 5, needy streamer overload/needy girl overdose, + unlisted.

my favorite genre is rhythm games.

fav animanga

sailor moon, blue period, oyasumi punpun, boy meets maria, + unlisted.

fav fashion styles

jirai kei, menhera kei, gothic lolita, ouji lolita, + unlisted.

misc interests

the arts, vocaloid, fishkeeping, programming/coding (obviously...), nail art, reading.

my many collections

snow globes, figures, pokemon cards, aluminum cans, books/manga, stuffed animals.

can we be friends?

sure, although my social skills are horrible. i'm a very closed off and awkward sort of person, but i am most definitely open to making friends.

where else can i find you?

i'm currently trying to cut back on social media (as it's genuinely detrimental to my mental health) however i will continue to use neocities, discord, twitch, and youtube. i have accounts on tumblr and instagram, although i'm not sure if i'll continue to use them as frequently as i used to. i am also heavily considering a guestbook, so look out for that! for now, you can ask for my email.

what's your dni/byf?

i do not have a dni at the moment. if you don't agree with what i post here, the door to leave is always open. if i don't agree with things you post, i will do the same. please don't leave shitty things in my cbox/guestbook, i'll simply delete them. byf wise, i cuss and talk about mental health (as i am incredibly mentally ill /lh), but things that need to be tagged will be tagged accordingly.

do you have a button that i can link back with?

yup! its on my homepage.

what should i do if an assest/link is broken?

let me know either on my neocities profile or in my cbox! it'll be fixed usually asap.

what does monachopsis mean?

the subtle, persistent sense of being out of place.

what other strange words do you like?

sprechchor (to shout in unison, to chorus.), and trouvaille (something lovely discovered by chance.)

credits...

i got my omori backgrounds from this lovely user, and my profile art is official.